Sometimes one has to just buckle down and do those miserable things that the doctor tells us to do. Exercise is a safer and better option than surgery, but it is aggravating and long term. I understand your problem.
It sounds like you are at an age where you are very self-conscious. It is important for you to now that even those girls who seem to look perfect all have something about themselves that makes them awkward. They just mask it better.
When I was growing up I had a best friend who was the most beautiful girl in our school. She was also the most beautiful girl at dance class, rode horses for show, and had won many ribbons. She had a big family that was so supportive and it seemed like every boy liked her. She was very kind. I probably looked like an old sock next to her. One sad day I received a call from my grandmother to go home. I went home and learned my friend had committed suicide. I knew everything about my friend but one very important thing. She believed she was extremely ugly. Her mother shared her diary with me and her closest friends to try and help us to understand.
I am sorry that you are having such a difficult time. Talk with your mother or an adult that you trust about your concerns. Be proud of who you are and remember that as you grow older you will not be as self-conscious. Look and accent those parts about yourself that you like best. I know this does not solve your problem, but I do want you to feel better about yourself.
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